MY DATING LIFE MADE PUBLIC

I Matthew am Searching for a Long Term Commitment of Exclusive Monogamy with a future husband who truly sees my worth and value as a Psychic, Dark God and Messiah of Light and Darkness, I seek a man who believes in Happily Ever After Love, I seek a man who desires Romance and passion in his day to day life for the rest of his life, A Man who wants candle lite dinners, bubble baths and couple trips and experiences together, I seek a man who truly does understand my energetic sensitivity as a empath and will always put me and my gifts first, even yes when it comes to his own friends or family, I need a man who holds my hand for this lifetime as the burden of my gifts will always be taxing upon my soul, mind and heart and I require a man who truly understands this and supports me anyways regardless of external influence, while selfish I need Emotional support in this Lifetime from a man who truly does see my value and beautiful worth on the daily and wants to celebrate my dramatic intensity instead of telling me im too much or too clingy for putting in extra effort, but I believe in true love, I want to be married on the beach or in a forest, I wish to have kids yes one day but I also seek a man who understands why I worship the green goddess Weed and smoke up spiritually as well as a man who loves my puppy Odie and truly does not fear, satan or demons but would happily sell his soul to me as even a form of devotion. Devotion and worship are HUGE kink factors for me, I want to worship your flesh as much as u worship mine, like eternal vampires devoted forever to each other, love doesn't die, only ignorance does and ignorance of love is the highest standard of stupidity, this is why I am very much against open relationships and truly see poly relationships as extremely toxic and unhealthy as I seek a 1 on 1 love not a group, however in the spirit of eternity every few years id love to possibly host a brothel party for me and my husband and maybe get 10-30 guys together for Beltane and other satanic group sex and tantric rituals but that is no guarantee as my heart and mind both want monogamy but as a Aquarious its not in my nature, so a husband that understands in the future I may want group plat but no guarantee and being content knowing I may never agree at all ever beyond just us in the bedroom, but that the possibility is their, is important too me, I want a husband where if I booked a 30guy orgy 10 years after marriage for him and me and I decide last minute to cancel because I feel too uncomfortable or sensitive, I need a husband who holds me and tells me its ok and that its more important im ok than just a few orgasms or dozen, I need a man who puts my psychic sensitivity first above all else.